Hello December!! ♥ It's a month filled with joy and celebrations. ho ho ho!

Start with new season...yayy!! its december again...tingu balik sejarah lama,got bad and good history of life...pandai-pandai la kasi bagus mana yg nda bgs kan.

Need to be ready of everything,my study my future...my relationship,>_<..tapuji.

Still sitting in my room at hostel,not for vacation leave yet..heyy,it just 3days more till home,that what i like...but the sad thing is cant see my Babe for a month..wish i can celebrate new year with him,and i got something for you babe...wait arr...Im thinking,im just still have 6months for my study,wish i can go through with all this.Ba bagus2 la ko bljar sna tu.."Bey,bla kt maw tunang?"..soalan smlam sy dpt,adui ada la pula..tunggu ko p tunang sy la...ahahaha(gali ati).

Im still wanna have some more time with Babe...♥♥

Im officially miss my babe so much...i like our great time yesterday babe,went for jog together(climb up the hill),drink coconut...cook and eat together,have our movie trip..i really miss those time.I cant see him for a month,i cant wait untill next year...>_<....^_^....T_T...

I must not forget this ♥

The time that i spent with them together,that was really wonderful...how i can erase it..

The time we growing up(3years),we know what is life,what is love..and a friendship..

Keep that one forever...

I really appreciate these wonderful girls..we care,we love,we laugh together even sometimes there a lil' bit 'big stone' that rollling towards us,we face it together...I REMEMBER THAT!!

I love our sister life....♥ ♥

Turun KK ptg oready coz my babe woke up so late,2 o'clock in the evening...dun want to kasi bgn him tkt kana marah..today had watched Harry James Porter....such interesting plot of story than last time but it takes 2hours..hey it just part 1 okay,will be continue another story..

Take our lunch at Fish & Co....ate Fish and chip yg sy idam2 1week ago..

There's nothing i can say but...yeahhh,today have watched movie wif Boo after i've done wif 'war'..i have great time,just nice sunday that i spent wif babe..eat together(i'll eat you),walk through together,..wanna have some more la babe..

His hand-made

Do nice things in your way ,try to look for joys in the day

And try to sing the rhyme,by taking one thing at a time

And try your best to do it all,whether it be big or small

And learn in your life to find,things of joy that're all kind

And when you'll do all this,then god's huge love 'n his bliss

Will fall upon you my dear,to show you God's love and care..

Questions Of Why
Why we come And why we go Why we stay In this life's row Why we have To stand it all Even if we Get a fall I wish if i Can get the reply Of these questions Of my why So I can get Some peace of mind And can get Answers of my kind.

She said : keboringan semakin melanda dan kerinduan semakin bertambah..aku rindu rumah baini,aku rindu mama ku...aku rindu mau p church sama-sama diurang baini.

Her heart saying : I miss my Babe so much damn f*****g...buduh la ko!!...

But the truth is I love my Boo.....wanna outing with him,can wait to see you babe..jaga la ko nanti,i paluk you kuat-kuat hingga you cant benapas this,rasa la kau B..hahahaha

the day that i was on the top of Mt.Kinabalu..that really awesome..i wanna go again..i ove that feeling..so bebey,hahahaha

muvie marathon with babe

I have spent my great sunday with Babe...watched movie(STEP UP 3D + AVATAR 3D)..its damn good..!!

But malas fikir maw p karaja bisuk,alalala...buli ka x pyh karaja.

I wanna hang out with babe nymore baa,ehehe...maw jln2..not sabar for the next plan time cuti(i have a great trip for this cuti rya with the gurls)..

CANT WAIT FOR THAT...go baby go!!

Emm,just finished my exam today..i cant wait for weekend,thats time for ennjoyy..muvie marathon.

What i feel now?..i wanna go home,i want my lovely place with my lovely person.Aku rindu mereka!!!!...

Im full with LOVE..

Im full with CINTA..

Im full with KASIH..

Im full with SAYANG..

..........and i want it more........

This is the day,today was someone's birthday...She was alive for 22 years with love,with her family,friends...She has faced with so many thing that make her life more beautiful,and she know she have a lot more thing to face with in the future...

She was really grateful and thankful that she have a lovely man(almost crying)..He always be there for her,caring for her...make her life more meaningful,colorful and beautiful.She love the way he love her,love the way he hold her hand,grab her waist at the back,put his 'signature' on her heart..

In front of me there were bright like a sun..I do not love you except because i love you..

I love you so much Babe;

With Baby_boo

What a kisses is?..Auucchhh,dont pinch me!!..just read this babe

A kiss can be a comma, a question mark or an exclamation point. That's basic spelling that every woman ought to know.

Kissing is a means of getting two people so close together that they can't see anything wrong with each other.

A man snatches the first kiss, pleads for the second, demands the third, takes the fourth, accepts the fifth - and endures all the rest.

'Twas not my lips you kissed
But my soul.

A kiss without a hug is like a flower without the fragrance.

Kissing is like drinking salted water. You drink, and your thirst increases.

Each kiss a heart-quake...

A man's kiss is his signature(wow i love tis..^_*..)

Its 12.30am(28/07/10)...my phone was rang,the song of Never Knew I Needed,that was him..Ignored(2 miss called)..1minute later,he message me,he need me....arrrghh(rasa bersalah yg teramat sgt)..sorry Babe ^_^..I set on my mind that everytime he phone me,that is the time that i have to accompany him,need to talk with me..I miss that guy so much.

My Friend

My friend who I remember being the best
A friend in the good and bad
My friend who was always there
Even if he wasn’t really there
A friend who help me up when I was down
A friend imp not a shame of
My friend who no more I can see
A friend who already passed away
My friend who might not be here
But still present in my heart
My friend who I remember till the end
As my friend who was always there.

Keep a biiiggg banana smile..(<----------->)

I wish i can smile all through my life...that was never fade away,if i want to..

You Smile, I Smile
You smile as I fade to gray, I smile because I love you. You lie, cheat, and rip my heart out. I smile because I love you. Never again. I won't be pushed around and Lied to and Cheated on. You smile as I fade away, I smile because you're all the same.

Dear lil' Ann2...miss tis budak jajal so much...

INSANITY!!!!!!!!

I really dono y...Y,WHY,WHY???...why am i such a 'thinker',too much thinking.Is crying inside,really hurt..sorry my heart,pls u dont cry.I knw someone hurt with all what im saying.....the insanity is coming,wish i can dissappear right now.OMG,at last it come out....teardrops,wish my tears come from laughter but it wont happen now..someone please kill me now,right now..wanna stop all this bad feeling,F*****G S**t!!..Too talk to me,damn funny.NO..no more............I am a heartbreaker,forgive me.My heart feel burden,my Lord please show me the way I cannot live in peace..Forgive me..............

yayy...its come again,have a blessed and wonderfull sabbath(^_^)....sad + happy = sappy.

I waiting for my dad to fetching me come home and saying 'hello',while saying 'gudbye and see you soon' to 'him'.. will miss you too much!!!

I have a great time with my boo kcil...ahaks(^_*)

I have my 'school break' until 4th july,and have a nice holiday kawan2..be nice

Hahaha..maw ktwa dlu b4 post apa2...emm nway i have my great weekend wif the 'munyit' sekalian..

K-BOX??...e2 la makanan diurang..

Bowling??...itu la minuman diurang e2,haha...no la..

Juz wanna hve fun wif u all...bha wait for next sem again tis..

HE GAVE ME THIS...

thanks babe..

luv u so much,

miss u badly

mentang2 sdh abis exam ba....

yeahhh ari ni brlalu dgn sioknya...abis exm sdh,ptg trus p berfoya-foya d CP sma munyit2(HANNY+dk+QILAU)...hehe..

ni ari mkn chicken rice...sadap bha!!

me ada bli big apple jg,wakakaka...

Ehem2...orait today me bgn awl la kunu,smlm pn tdr awl coz pnt...hah,p mna?dr tngo wayannng laba,palagi.Me tngo Ip man2 and Iron Man2..damn syok!!!rugi kalo x p tngo wooo..Me hangout wif him,emmm..went to CP+city Mall!!!I MISS.....ME,haha.

Aiya,ari ni brkfast with emm let me see what i've got..YOYO+PRINGLES+NUT+BLACK FOREST!!!!.........

What am i doing today,im prefer to study coz sumative exam is just around the corner and i know i need to work hard on it.Cammon Medical Nursing......I've got you.

Life vs my_life

LIFE IS HAPPY AND GOOD MY LIFE IS FULL OF SHAME AND REGRET LIFE CONSISTS OF EVERYONE MY LIFE CONSISTS OF ONLY ME LIFE CONSISTS OF LIFE MY LIFE CONSISTS OF DEATH AND PAIN LIFE TOLD ME WHAT I KNOW NOW MY LIFE HELPED ME BELIEVE IT LIFE TAUGHT ME TO BE STRONG MY LIFE TAUGHT ME TO BECOME IT LIFE IS THE SUBJECT MY LIFE IS THE REASON LIFE TOLD ME TO FIGHT MY LIFE TOLD ME TO GIVE UP LIFE THOUGHT I ACTUALLY WOULD GIVE UP MY LIFE

I Trust In Jesus

Before this body turns to dust Before this world I leave Upon The Lord I’ve placed my trust Upon The Rock I’ll cleave I’ve placed my trust in Jesus Christ God’s Son of flesh and bone The innocent Lamb sacrificed I trust His word alone I trust He chose for man to die Then rose again to reign That as God’s Seed He’d multiply His flock when born-again I trust His blood can cleanse the soul I trust His blood can save His very name can make us whole And save us from the grave I trust in Jesus’ loving care I trust He bore my shame I trust the love He came to share Remains today the same I trust the pardon Jesus bought Can save this wretch from hell I trust Salvation’s true report My Saviour had to tell Although the devil’s out to harm Though Satan’s he’s out to kill I trust my Lord’s almighty arm I trust His righteous will I trust my life to Christ The Lord I trust in Heaven’s Door I trust in God’s Almighty Sword I’ll trust Him evermore… ♡♥♡♥ HAPPY SABBATH DAY

I just dun knw what are the hells going wrong wif me today...Feel the pain inside,like there were like a stone,i tried to spit it out but i just really cant.Sorry babe,but i dont hve that feeling,i didn't miss you at all...But then no worries,i will fix this myself...Emotionnally feel like dying inside.yuccckkk.....Tis is bad!!!!!Really3 bad...Wht are the disaster???.Ok,thanks blog..u are the dustbin that i can buang all this rubbish feeling,i just dun knw who i wnt to share with,talk with....Poor me.NO!!!...Its all about you,yeahhh its all about me.Ehmm im better do something,it rather than thinking soooo many things..Ok i will go now...Chauuuu

These baby hve grown so fast,i remembered when u all came to the earth for the first time,we + they are so happy..ann2 and elel cheered up our life like a candle.They grown in his name and hope it will long lasting.Wanna see you when u all sumandak nti woo...hehe..I miss u babies(*_^)

Pulau Manukan & Pulau Mamutik...love the nature,snorkeling and banana boat very syok ma..snorkeling teminum bnyk air laut,dan keluar2 dr hidung slps itu,tp syok dpt kasi mkn ikan dr dkt,pigang2 pn dpt..bnana boat kasi tebalik bot pn syok tp tiba2 ada rsa mcm jellyfish p sengat,silaka...skt oh..im so hapy wif them all,wanna going for island trip again tis next time..hihi..

emm enough for two paper tday...finished with medical and surgical nursing...hihi,budu2 ni jwpn sy,trus sy mlu maw ingt..tp pngjaran coz x stdy btl2..Preparation for the next one,health science..emmmm cpt2 la exm abis,i wanna hve fun tis,cant wait od..ok now i need to take a shower before fighting with notes...there u are,here i come!!!!

Today bgn awal maw p SDA church KOpungit...me+veron+lin+kopo fetched by uncle LAirie Bagah,thanks uncle..

Fell so blessed now,ahaks..thanks for the saudara n saudari seiman at SDA chuc kopungit for the nice taste of food..

Meet some other friend there..emm jm2 we plg then trus tdr.

Yeahh,its coming again..happy sabbath day.td ptg worship with them(lavone,cherry,cath,kopo,lin,rina,darlene,adeline,angeline,debby,helyvia,hyelia,veron)...2morow plan p chuc kopungit...dat 1 i like!!!..not sabar 2 bgn pagi la tis..God bless us dear friends..

I LOVE MY FAMILY SO MUCH To be apart of a family like mine is so divine where love is shown hurt is shared our love for each other is never impaired we talk we laugh we cry but we are a family and we do it all together for as a family we do it all as one you hurt one you hurt all and as a family unit we will all stand tall for we are family a family full of strength a family full of love a family no one can touch that, s why I love my family so much.

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Today is sabbath day bt im still sat down on my bed..wht im thinking 'bout???why i cant force myself going 'home'..*sigh.at the moment im remembered all those people that left n gone...hey,im missing u all..And i miss my home,my dear mama and papa..miss that baby(darlene +cheryl)..i miss him..and suddenly i notice that my perut od *krukk2..i didn't tke my brkfast yet.

Miss baby Darlene Dee Ann and Cheryl Elvira...see u 2morow bby,wanna go home..night duty lo dis night