Sunday, February 12, 2012


If u press me to say why I loved him,I can say no more than he was he,and I was I..i only can say this.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

This girl is the nature lover,sunset lover most!...When she 'play' with sunset just like she can talk to them,whispering each other.

Monday, April 18, 2011




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Its making me..me..me

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Is looking foward for 14hb Feb..wanna see my Babe but cant do that..kasiwa jiwa ku!..i only got red bed roses,but its okay then..nanti i tebus the 'day'.
Besides,enjoyed my Chinese New Year's break wif him and family.I love that moments babe...wanna have some more,can it be?..ini pn sudah kana bgi Panadol,so that can tahan untill 14feb..

Friday, January 7, 2011


Oh my...it seems like i haven't visiting my blog for a long time,and yes it is!..happy belated new year.Wrap my year with joyful.
I actually dont like 'fill in the _______'.There are many words i just can put there for what i really desire-ing,unfortunately i cant reach it without 'usaha karas'.Motivations??..yeah of course i need it(intrinsic and extrinsic).Many lesson from what happen in the past.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Hello December!! ♥ It's a month filled with joy and celebrations. ho ho ho!


Start with new season...yayy!! its december again...tingu balik sejarah lama,got bad and good history of life...pandai-pandai la kasi bagus mana yg nda bgs kan.
Need to be ready of everything,my study my future...my relationship,>_<..tapuji.
Still sitting in my room at hostel,not for vacation leave yet..heyy,it just 3days more till home,that what i like...but the sad thing is cant see my Babe for a month..wish i can celebrate new year with him,and i got something for you babe...wait arr...Im thinking,im just still have 6months for my study,wish i can go through with all this.Ba bagus2 la ko bljar sna tu.."Bey,bla kt maw tunang?"..soalan smlam sy dpt,adui ada la pula..tunggu ko p tunang sy la...ahahaha(gali ati).


Monday, November 29, 2010

Sunday, November 28, 2010


Im officially miss my babe so much...i like our great time yesterday babe,went for jog together(climb up the hill),drink coconut...cook and eat together,have our movie trip..i really miss those time.I cant see him for a month,i cant wait untill next year...>_<....^_^....T_T...

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

I must not forget this ♥



The time that i spent with them together,that was really wonderful...how i can erase it..
The time we growing up(3years),we know what is life,what is love..and a friendship..
Keep that one forever...
I really appreciate these wonderful girls..we care,we love,we laugh together even sometimes there a lil' bit 'big stone' that rollling towards us,we face it together...I REMEMBER THAT!!
I love our sister life....♥ ♥



Sunday, November 21, 2010


Turun KK ptg oready coz my babe woke up so late,2 o'clock in the evening...dun want to kasi bgn him tkt kana marah..today had watched Harry James Porter....such interesting plot of story than last time but it takes 2hours..hey it just part 1 okay,will be continue another story..
Take our lunch at Fish & Co....ate Fish and chip yg sy idam2 1week ago..

Sunday, November 14, 2010



There's nothing i can say but...yeahhh,today have watched movie wif Boo after i've done wif 'war'..i have great time,just nice sunday that i spent wif babe..eat together(i'll eat you),walk through together,..wanna have some more la babe..



Wednesday, November 10, 2010

His hand-made


Do nice things in your way ,try to look for joys in the day
And try to sing the rhyme,by taking one thing at a time
And try your best to do it all,whether it be big or small
And learn in your life to find,things of joy that're all kind
And when you'll do all this,then god's huge love 'n his bliss
Will fall upon you my dear,to show you God's love and care..


Questions Of Why


Why we come
And why we go
Why we stay
In this life's row
Why we have
To stand it all
Even if we
Get a fall
I wish if i
Can get the reply
Of these questions
Of my why
So I can get
Some peace of mind
And can get
Answers of my kind.

Friday, October 1, 2010

She said : keboringan semakin melanda dan kerinduan semakin bertambah..aku rindu rumah baini,aku rindu mama ku...aku rindu mau p church sama-sama diurang baini.

Her heart saying : I miss my Babe so much damn f*****g...buduh la ko!!...
But the truth is I love my Boo.....wanna outing with him,can wait to see you babe..jaga la ko nanti,i paluk you kuat-kuat hingga you cant benapas this,rasa la kau B..hahahaha

Monday, September 27, 2010

the day that i was on the top of Mt.Kinabalu..that really awesome..i wanna go again..i ove that feeling..so bebey,hahahaha

Sunday, September 5, 2010

muvie marathon with babe


I have spent my great sunday with Babe...watched movie(STEP UP 3D + AVATAR 3D)..its damn good..!!
But malas fikir maw p karaja bisuk,alalala...buli ka x pyh karaja.
I wanna hang out with babe nymore baa,ehehe...maw jln2..not sabar for the next plan time cuti(i have a great trip for this cuti rya with the gurls)..
CANT WAIT FOR THAT...go baby go!!

Thursday, September 2, 2010



Emm,just finished my exam today..i cant wait for weekend,thats time for ennjoyy..muvie marathon.
What i feel now?..i wanna go home,i want my lovely place with my lovely person.Aku rindu mereka!!!!...
Im full with LOVE..
Im full with CINTA..
Im full with KASIH..
Im full with SAYANG..
..........and i want it more........


Thursday, August 26, 2010

This is the day,today was someone's birthday...She was alive for 22 years with love,with her family,friends...She has faced with so many thing that make her life more beautiful,and she know she have a lot more thing to face with in the future...

She was really grateful and thankful that she have a lovely man(almost crying)..He always be there for her,caring for her...make her life more meaningful,colorful and beautiful.She love the way he love her,love the way he hold her hand,grab her waist at the back,put his 'signature' on her heart..

In front of me there were bright like a sun..I do not love you except because i love you..

I love you so much Babe;


Friday, July 30, 2010

What a kisses is?..Auucchhh,dont pinch me!!..just read this babe



A kiss can be a comma, a question mark or an exclamation point. That's basic spelling that every woman ought to know.

Kissing is a means of getting two people so close together that they can't see anything wrong with each other.

A man snatches the first kiss, pleads for the second, demands the third, takes the fourth, accepts the fifth - and endures all the rest.

'Twas not my lips you kissed
But my soul.

A kiss without a hug is like a flower without the fragrance.

Kissing is like drinking salted water. You drink, and your thirst increases.

Each kiss a heart-quake...

A man's kiss is his signature(wow i love tis..^_*..)


Wednesday, July 28, 2010


Its 12.30am(28/07/10)...my phone was rang,the song of Never Knew I Needed,that was him..Ignored(2 miss called)..1minute later,he message me,he need me....arrrghh(rasa bersalah yg teramat sgt)..sorry Babe ^_^..I set on my mind that everytime he phone me,that is the time that i have to accompany him,need to talk with me..I miss that guy so much.

Friday, July 16, 2010

My Friend


My friend who I remember being the best
A friend in the good and bad
My friend who was always there
Even if he wasn’t really there
A friend who help me up when I was down
A friend imp not a shame of
My friend who no more I can see
A friend who already passed away
My friend who might not be here
But still present in my heart
My friend who I remember till the end
As my friend who was always there.


Friday, July 9, 2010

Keep a biiiggg banana smile..(<----------->)


I wish i can smile all through my life...that was never fade away,if i want to..
You Smile, I Smile



You smile as I fade to gray,
I smile because I love you.

You lie, cheat, and rip my heart out.
I smile because I love you.

Never again.
I won't be pushed around and
Lied to and Cheated on.

You smile as I fade away,
I smile because you're all the same.

Monday, July 5, 2010

Sunday, June 13, 2010

INSANITY!!!!!!!!

I really dono y...Y,WHY,WHY???...why am i such a 'thinker',too much thinking.Is crying inside,really hurt..sorry my heart,pls u dont cry.I knw someone hurt with all what im saying.....the insanity is coming,wish i can dissappear right now.OMG,at last it come out....teardrops,wish my tears come from laughter but it wont happen now..someone please kill me now,right now..wanna stop all this bad feeling,F*****G S**t!!..Too talk to me,damn funny.NO..no more............I am a heartbreaker,forgive me.My heart feel burden,my Lord please show me the way I cannot live in peace..Forgive me..............

Friday, May 28, 2010


yayy...its come again,have a blessed and wonderfull sabbath(^_^)....sad + happy = sappy.
I waiting for my dad to fetching me come home and saying 'hello',while saying 'gudbye and see you soon' to 'him'.. will miss you too much!!!
I have a great time with my boo kcil...ahaks(^_*)
I have my 'school break' until 4th july,and have a nice holiday kawan2..be nice

Tuesday, May 25, 2010



Hahaha..maw ktwa dlu b4 post apa2...emm nway i have my great weekend wif the 'munyit' sekalian..
K-BOX??...e2 la makanan diurang..
Bowling??...itu la minuman diurang e2,haha...no la..
Juz wanna hve fun wif u all...bha wait for next sem again tis..


Monday, May 17, 2010


HE GAVE ME THIS...
thanks babe..
luv u so much,
miss u badly

Thursday, May 13, 2010

mentang2 sdh abis exam ba....



yeahhh ari ni brlalu dgn sioknya...abis exm sdh,ptg trus p berfoya-foya d CP sma munyit2(HANNY+dk+QILAU)...hehe..
ni ari mkn chicken rice...sadap bha!!
me ada bli big apple jg,wakakaka...

Sunday, May 2, 2010




Ehem2...orait today me bgn awl la kunu,smlm pn tdr awl coz pnt...hah,p mna?dr tngo wayannng laba,palagi.Me tngo Ip man2 and Iron Man2..damn syok!!!rugi kalo x p tngo wooo..Me hangout wif him,emmm..went to CP+city Mall!!!I MISS.....ME,haha.
Aiya,ari ni brkfast with emm let me see what i've got..YOYO+PRINGLES+NUT+BLACK FOREST!!!!.........
What am i doing today,im prefer to study coz sumative exam is just around the corner and i know i need to work hard on it.Cammon Medical Nursing......I've got you.

Friday, April 30, 2010



Life vs my_life


LIFE

IS HAPPY AND GOOD

MY LIFE

IS FULL OF SHAME AND REGRET

LIFE

CONSISTS OF EVERYONE

MY LIFE

CONSISTS OF ONLY ME

LIFE

CONSISTS OF LIFE

MY LIFE

CONSISTS OF DEATH AND PAIN

LIFE

TOLD ME WHAT I KNOW NOW

MY LIFE

HELPED ME BELIEVE IT

LIFE

TAUGHT ME TO BE STRONG

MY LIFE TAUGHT ME TO BECOME IT

LIFE

IS THE SUBJECT

MY LIFE

IS THE REASON

LIFE

TOLD ME TO FIGHT

MY LIFE

TOLD ME TO GIVE UP

LIFE

THOUGHT I ACTUALLY WOULD GIVE UP

MY LIFE


I Trust In Jesus




Before this body turns to dust
Before this world I leave
Upon The Lord I’ve placed my trust
Upon The Rock I’ll cleave


I’ve placed my trust in Jesus Christ
God’s Son of flesh and bone
The innocent Lamb sacrificed
I trust His word alone


I trust He chose for man to die
Then rose again to reign
That as God’s Seed He’d multiply
His flock when born-again


I trust His blood can cleanse the soul
I trust His blood can save
His very name can make us whole
And save us from the grave


I trust in Jesus’ loving care
I trust He bore my shame
I trust the love He came to share
Remains today the same


I trust the pardon Jesus bought
Can save this wretch from hell
I trust Salvation’s true report
My Saviour had to tell


Although the devil’s out to harm
Though Satan’s he’s out to kill
I trust my Lord’s almighty arm
I trust His righteous will


I trust my life to Christ The Lord
I trust in Heaven’s Door
I trust in God’s Almighty Sword
I’ll trust Him evermore…
♡♥♡♥ HAPPY SABBATH DAY

Sunday, April 25, 2010

I just dun knw what are the hells going wrong wif me today...Feel the pain inside,like there were like a stone,i tried to spit it out but i just really cant.Sorry babe,but i dont hve that feeling,i didn't miss you at all...But then no worries,i will fix this myself...Emotionnally feel like dying inside.yuccckkk.....Tis is bad!!!!!Really3 bad...Wht are the disaster???.Ok,thanks blog..u are the dustbin that i can buang all this rubbish feeling,i just dun knw who i wnt to share with,talk with....Poor me.NO!!!...Its all about you,yeahhh its all about me.Ehmm im better do something,it rather than thinking soooo many things..Ok i will go now...Chauuuu

Saturday, April 17, 2010

These baby hve grown so fast,i remembered when u all came to the earth for the first time,we + they are so happy..ann2 and elel cheered up our life like a candle.They grown in his name and hope it will long lasting.Wanna see you when u all sumandak nti woo...hehe..I miss u babies(*_^)

Sunday, March 28, 2010




Pulau Manukan & Pulau Mamutik...love the nature,snorkeling and banana boat very syok ma..snorkeling teminum bnyk air laut,dan keluar2 dr hidung slps itu,tp syok dpt kasi mkn ikan dr dkt,pigang2 pn dpt..bnana boat kasi tebalik bot pn syok tp tiba2 ada rsa mcm jellyfish p sengat,silaka...skt oh..im so hapy wif them all,wanna going for island trip again tis next time..hihi..