INSANITY!!!!!!!!

I really dono y...Y,WHY,WHY???...why am i such a 'thinker',too much thinking.Is crying inside,really hurt..sorry my heart,pls u dont cry.I knw someone hurt with all what im saying.....the insanity is coming,wish i can dissappear right now.OMG,at last it come out....teardrops,wish my tears come from laughter but it wont happen now..someone please kill me now,right now..wanna stop all this bad feeling,F*****G S**t!!..Too talk to me,damn funny.NO..no more............I am a heartbreaker,forgive me.My heart feel burden,my Lord please show me the way I cannot live in peace..Forgive me..............